Moments- Lang Leav

One of the many reasons why I love Lang Leav. She inspires me to write. Whenever I read her works, regardless if it's a poem or just an excerpt, I can't help but feel her soul.

One of the many reasons why I love Lang Leav. She inspires me to write. Whenever I read her works, regardless if it’s a poem or just an excerpt, I can’t help but feel her soul.

She really nailed it. She’s the Queen of Prose and Poetry. I am an aspiring one. 

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Silly Resolution Thingy

It’s almost New Year and I am not really into making lists of what I can improve and what not.

But New year is fast approaching and for the colorful 2014, I am so compelled to list down all my wants and my hearts’ desire for 2015.

So what’s New Year’s Resolution? Let’s see according to Wikipedia.

a person makes a promise to do an act of self-improvement or something slightly nice

  1. Buy actual books instead of downloading eBook. Before iPad, Kindle and other eBook devices, I am a sucker for good books. I spend hours looking for something to buy. This generation has changed everything. But for my 2015, my goal is to go back to tradition.
  2. Be wiser. I posted a while back that being smarter doesn’t mean being wiser. After everything I’ve gone through this 2014, I wouldn’t want to be less of a wise person I have become in the process. Never again!
  3. Be more self-reliant. I am independent. That I know for sure. But there are times you really feel so weak and you rely on people. This year made me realize that happiness, in whatever circumstances, should never depend on one person. They will just drop it all the time.
  4. More time in the library than in Starbucks. I have decided to spend more time in the library or bookstore than in Starbucks Coffee Shop. I will invest something for my mind.

I am not good at it. I simply want to do something that I haven’t done. I want to eat more. Sleep better. Read more books. As simple as that.

I DON’T WANNA WAIT – FROM DAWSON’s Creek Original Soundtrack

I have been looking for the title of this song until one day, I just let myself play random videos on YouTube and this one played. I am such a happy kid.

There you go. Spread the love. Have ourselves a Merry Little Christmas first.

Letters to You. The downside of things

1:39 A.M

Here I am, wide awake. Awakened by the idea of losing you in the process. At times like this, I only wish to say things I wasn’t able to say when I had a chance. Had I known there wouldn’t be any chance to tell you, I would’ve said it. I would’ve told you but my heart was shattered long before I could speak. My heart’s lost to you. I could not believe I am still drawn to you like you never had me broken. This is the downside of things…

when you love and you’re blinded with the idea of love.

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Letters to You. Misery

I have never thought that a happy and healthy relationship would have a room for such misery.

Is it some kind of sweet misery?

No. I don’t think so. I think misery is the same with agony in every sense of the word. It’s still sadness.

Do I make you sad?

Yes. And it sucks because most of those times, it’s the thought of you that makes me sad. You don’t have any intention of doing so, but I always miss you so bad, it makes me sad.

This Long Distance Relationship is killing us. I’m willing to take this relationship to a whole new level but it would take more patience and time. I hope you’ll be more kind to me.

Do I have any option? Once it has been said, “There’s no other hand I would rather hold.”

I love you. I thank God for you.

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