Letters to You. Shattered

It took a while for me to realize that us ending up together would mean settling for me. There was a time when your mystery and your elusiveness seemed attractive and even exciting for me.. Until I realized all the intrigue was merely a smokescreen designed to conceal a weak soul; terrified of committing to anything real. The day you took off your mask was the day I finally realized your beauty was only skin deep. So thank you for breaking my heart. Because as it turn out, the only thing you actually shattered were my illusions.

— Anonymous

You might wanna listen to this song. I don’t want you to go.

P.S. I am not broken. 😉

Letters to You. The downside of things

1:39 A.M

Here I am, wide awake. Awakened by the idea of losing you in the process. At times like this, I only wish to say things I wasn’t able to say when I had a chance. Had I known there wouldn’t be any chance to tell you, I would’ve said it. I would’ve told you but my heart was shattered long before I could speak. My heart’s lost to you. I could not believe I am still drawn to you like you never had me broken. This is the downside of things…

when you love and you’re blinded with the idea of love.

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